An initially talkative, cheerful, outspoken girl.
That's the WAS.
The IS, however, speaks more of the memoirs of a silent, hesitant, apprehensive girl.

That is the by product of maturity to a "don't care" girl.
Her hot spirit and energy fades, as she steps out of her dreamy-like sheltered childhood.
From this new angle of hers, reality, is evil.
And godawful things are looming even among the student's innocent laughs, cheerful chats, of primary school.
Once in the school, she shivers at the staircase, bewildered by the existing horrors happening as every second passes in the place she stands,
those kind of horrors she read,
those kind of horrors,
that only appeared 2D to us on the front cover, or hidden in a column in the newspaper,
never 3D.

Money laundering, is the tiniest issue dealt.

At least she tried her best to stop whatever she can,
Secretly,
Acutely,
Unnoticeable,

She did a change, 

A minor change,
That doesn't make any big difference, 

To the culture of this tanah air,

Whereby bribery, is a second nature.
Who would ever knew what her face of smiles hide. 

The system goes on,
Those with more wang enjoying the power they behold,
Those without the wang remains as they are,
Occasionally a few rising to the top,
When there's a bright blue moon,
Only when there's a bright blue moon.

Those with awareness of such,
Either becomes a spirited justice seeker,
Or one who's able of protesting and fighting for rights, and highly awared however lazy,
Or those highly aware yet unable citizens.

 She is 17. 

Soon to be able,
To make bigger changes.

Oh well.
A step by a step, she walks.

Soon, it'll be a sprint,

Up the steep hill. 

typical blond.

typical blond. 

thanks for the swiss thins! i'm so glad to be where i am now.

A kit for heartbroken girls out there.

1.sara evans- my heart cant tell you no. 
2.the band perry- you lie. 
3.kleenex
4.christina perri- a jar of hearts. 
5.best friend.
6.mother's lap.
7.books.
8.rubbish bin-dump all the stuff he gave you. 
9.twitter's @thenotebook 

oooo.
After numerous researchings,
Her disappearance of eyebrows are due to uncountable touch ups, hence the fade of the eyebrows.
More to come,
more to come.

Madonna.

I hereby declare her as the definition of ambiguity.
La Gioconda made me stare at Mona Lisa for half an hour.
I couldnt figure out what are her thoughts,
or what made her lips curl.
Her non existent eye brows,
are hardly noticed thanks to her protruding eye bones and flat forehead.
well, that was the only fact i concluded after staring at every inch of the picture.
Leonardo Da Vinci's four year efforts,
are highly valued, thanks to his genius touch on the tone of the picture.
It tells of a sheltered, warm lady, smiling.
But the reasons are absolutely hidden.
Perhaps, it  was a secret message to,
maybe someone he loved.
maybe, Lisa Gherardini herself.
A classic inside joke.
What i know is that,
Leonardo did a right choice by continuing this piece of art.
Pure, genius.

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You will not get your wanted items in future, anymore.
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to read this article.
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